And then I was discouraged in this morning's gym time, I lacked the mental and emotional energy to do what I know I am able to do... struggled to run on the treadmill, struggled with strength training, couldn't focus while even stretching. But then a friend posted something on Facebook to encourage me, to get me out of my funk... and not an old friend who has followed me through this journey - a new friend. And that made me smile...then I played the video - two things stuck with me - Smile and Sunshine.
So, it's December 31st in Dallas and 62 degrees with sunshine (although a little windy) - I decided to take my final outside run for the year. And the moment of clarity came when I started remembering back to those first few times running in my neighborhood...
I remember that first run and telling myself - one day I want to be able to run the entire length. But when we started, I focused on running the length of a telephone pole and walk the next one...slowly increasing and building the length. Today - I went to run that entire length again. I could have ran it with the wind pushing me - but instead chose to run into the wind. And that's when I realized what I have learned over the past year with running...
- Set a goal and tackle it in chunks. Being overly ambitious can bring frustration.
- Outside air and sunshine make even the most unpleasant tasks easier.
- Take life one step at a time - whether that step is limping, walking, jogging, or sprinting...just take that step forward. Hey - It's even okay if someone is helping to carry you that step forward!
- Run into the wind - it will only make you stronger.
- Running needs a positive, determined, and resilient attitude - So does life.
- Register for that Race! Hearing complete strangers cheer you on is amazing...
- Great friendships are developed with running partners. Friendships who offer encouragement and support - friends who can say just the right thing to motivate you to keep going (or motivate you to show up)!
- New tennis shoes or running apparel are great motivators. It's fun how something as small as a new white jacket can somehow make me run faster!
- Don't think - Just breathe and do it! Lose yourself in the moment...For me, I had to learn to get my brain to check out and trust that my body is capable of doing this...
- You will never experience anything in life like crossing a Finish Line! Whether it's that first finish line or a finish line with a new personal best record... and you never know what's waiting for you at the finish line...